I would often sit and think of you,
imagine where you were and why,
I would long to hear your voice,
sit and watch the time go by.

There are so many times
that I have longed to say
that you were my everything,
and how I think of you each day.

Now you treat me like a passer-by,
who once you held so close
and it seems just like a distant dream
and you haunt me like a ghost.

I never thought we'd come to this,
or that it would hurt still,
to see you there all of the time
to feel the rush of cold chill

As when you do not look at me
or give me a reason why
as to how we lost this connection
the friend, the love the guy.

I miss you more than words can say,
as corny as it seems;
and the only time I can tell you this,
is when I see you in my dreams.

So I wait for the day you notice me ,
the cold chill goes away;
and you will give me that sweet smile,
and I'll know you're back to stay.

If I can't have you beside me,
or life for you moved on ;
I would still hold you in my heart,
as to me it's where you belong.

I just wish that you could feel this,
and then you can start to realize;
that a love can be forever
and a friendship never dies.

For now I'll sit and think of you,
imagine were you are and why;
and I'll hold on to your memory,
and I'll try so hard not to cry.

It still hurts !